Have you ever felt like there was something you need to discover? Something just hidden under the fabric of your reality, and know there is something not quite right about this place? Where you are? Who you are? What you’re doing? I’ve had those same thoughts since I was a little girl. Since I can remember I felt out of place... out of sync. I didn’t know why all my life why I felt I was meant for something... I had no idea what it was... I just knew where I was, what I was doing, wasn’t what I was supposed to be doing.
Along the the way I have come to see the synchronicities I was walking through all the way to this path now. It started with dreams, and messages I had no idea were actually coming from divine spirit. I had thought I was making these things up as a bored abused child. When I was older I found out the language I made up was not made up, they were in fact Runes! I found out that my favourite numbers, were significant in the universe. I found out that some of the dreams I had weren’t dreams, but memories. I found all this out as I progressed, as I walked my path.
I have suffered a lot in my life and I had thought that it was because I was a bad person... I thought it was because I needed to atone for something. It turns out it’s because some of us are supposed to suffer to become who we need to be to what needs to be done. I used to think “what if I’m an angel? I must have done something terrible to be put here in this suffering” well, I’m not an angel, I am however divine! As we all are! My son asked me one day “why do you cry when I am hurt?” I told him “because I can feel your pain and it hurts me to see you in pain” he said to me “are you the Goddess? Cause you can feel other people’s pain like your pain?” I giggled and said “no... I am empathic, and it’s very important to feel others pain so I can help fix their pain”. My son is 6.5 years old, and he knows mommy is a healer.
No matter what is happening around us, I am always on top of it, taking care of it, healing, fixing, planning. My family knows me as the woman with many arms... as it’s as if I have hundreds of arms doing all the tasks that need to be done. I didn’t know everything from when I was little would help me now as an adult. All the pain, and abuse, all the loneliness, and broken hearted I felt all my life would mould me into who I am today. So why am I telling you this?
Recently i been trying to figure out more... as you know probably if you follow me on Facebook, or Instagram, I am a truth seeker, as well as a truth speaker! I am a healer and a psychic. I don’t always understand what I see, what I hear, what I come to know until it’s revealed. I astroprojected out of my body awhile back... I wanted to know the shape of the Earth... as I wasn’t sure, I couldn’t go outside of the earth too far. I only saw the horizon line, and darkness above. I couldn’t see stars outside or around the darkness... not even the sun... I couldn’t see the moon. Just the brightness from the Earth. When I came back down to where I lived... I thought it meant that the Earth is round.
I come to realize... maybe... stay with me, I know this is difficult, but it’s a theory, not really something I can prove yet. Maybe it meant something else. What if we live on a plane... a flat surface that has water below, a firmament above with water around it, and what if... the whole universe is in here with us? What if... now I know this is going to be crazy, but all crazy ideas have been crazy until applied, or discovered, right? In Egypt, they built pyramids that represented Orion’s Belt down here on earth... what if Orion is a place here? Like a real place beneath the illuminaries in the sky? What if Sirius is a real place down here on Earth, beneath its illumination? What if... there is more to Earth than what they are allowing us to know?
The thing i was thinking about is... the movies we see, like avatar... about places so beautiful and amazing with glowing forests, and blue beings... what if these concepts were in our minds because they exist here on our plane(t)? What if beyond Antarctica, there is more land? More worlds? Now this is just speculation of course... there is some interesting things to research if you want to know why I think this... operation fishbowl, operation highjump. Those are a great start, that’s what had me wondering more... wondering what if’s...
for the journey I’m on you cannot have a closed mind. You cannot have absolutes. You cannot accept some facts as truth, and dismiss others. You need to constantly be learning, discovering, journeying! That’s why I told you my story... I’m on a journey to discovering new possibilities. I feel like Hypatia in Agora. She was just doing what I am doing, wandering around wondering things... testing, examining, experimenting, discovering truth. What harm does it do to question? To find out for myself? Are you interested in finding out what I discover? Well I’m going to be writing often about what I discover, what experiments I perform, and the results.
This is exciting because for once in all of history, there is more to discover here on our own plane(t). Why worry about out there, when we haven’t even discovered it all down here. I hope you enjoyed this blog, and will come back to read more. I will be adding my experiments this week. I’m doing one with a telescope and the moon. Check back for that! Love and light, victory to the light! Namaste!
-Nammu
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